I'd Come For You

YAY! Say HELLO to Holidayssss! :D:D

Cant get you out of my mind. :)

I kinda like you, I am totally crazy about you.

And i Miss YOU! :D:D

ain't nice after all.

I'm moving on.

I believe that I can get over this.

Just a few more months to go.

I've got to let it go.

If you fall, stumble down, I'll pick you up off the ground

If you lose faith in you, I'll give you strength to pull through

Tell me you won't give up 'cause I'll be waiting

If you fall, you know, I'll be there for you.

Just one more moment

That's all that's needed

Like wounded soldiers

In need of healing

Time to be honest

This time I'm pleading

Please don't dwell on it

'Cause I didn't mean it

Where did I go wrong?

I lost a friend somewhere along in the bitterness

And I would have stayed up with you all night

Had I known how to save a life.

Feeling like a fool cause I let you down.

I wish i could say everything here.

I'm not your toy. (:

Lol. Hey guys.

Well, I just got my blog private.

Will update once in a blue moon so don't need to check too much! ;D

That's All guys! See ya. Take care! (:

If they hate you,

just let them be.

Because there's nothing you can do to change their minds.

So just smile as life goes on. (:

If they ignore,

well, just shut up.

Because there's nothing you can do to make them talk to you. (:

These can be lonely days. ):

I kept questioning myself, What I've done in my past life?
Everything is falling. One by one.
I guess I need my life to change seems like some things aren't the same.
Was it something I said? Or something I never did.
All the broken dreams just take it away.
I couldn't describe how I feel right now.

But

it's like an aeroplane crashing into a building

And it's kind of end of me.

This heart, it is killing me.

And I made everyone hates me because

I emo too much.

Yes, I'm Emo.

Sometimes you can just make it on your own. (:

Gonna make this blog private!

leave your e-mail adresses in the tagboard please! :D

I'm Always There. (:

Yesterday by Leona Lewis.

I just can't believe you're gone

Still waiting for morning to come

Wanna see if the sun will rise

Even without you by my side (ooh yeah)

When we had so much in store

Tell me what is it i'm reaching for

When we're through building memories

I'll hold yesterday in my heart, in my heart

They can take tomorrow and the plans we've made (plans we made)

They can take the music that we'll never play

All the broken dreamsTake everything

Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday

They can take the future that we'll never know (no no)

They can take the places that we said we would go

All the broken dreams

Take everythingJust take it away (oh oh), but they can never have yesterday

You always used to stayI should be thankful for everyday

Heaven knows what the future holds

Or atleast how the story goes (but I never believed them 'til now)

I know i'll see you again i'm sure

No, it's not selfish to ask for more

One more night, one more day

One more smile on you face

But they can't take yesterday

They can take tomorrow and the plans we've made (no no)

They can take the music that we'll never play(they can take the music that we'll never play)

All the broken dreams (oh, my broken dreams)

Take everything (take everything)

Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday (oh oh oh)

They can take the future that we'll never know (we'll never know)

They can take the places that we said we would go (huh oh oh)

All the broken dreams (all the broken dreams)

Take everything (take everything)

Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday

I thought our days would last forever (but it wasn't our destiny)

'Cause in my mind, we had so much time

But i was so wrong

Now i can, believe that I can still find the strength in the moments we made I'm looking back on yesterday

They can take tomorrow and the plans we've made (ooh ooh)

They can take the music that we'll never play (no)

All the broken dreams (all the broken dreams)

Take everything (take everything)

Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday (yesterday)

They can take the future that we'll never know (yeah ah)

They can take the places that we said we would go(that we said we would go)

All the broken dreams (all our broken dreams)

Take everything (take everything)

Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday(they can never have yesterday)

Ooooh... (All the broken dreams take everything)

But they can never have yesterday

I'm not emo okay? :D

<3ciaos!

Footprints in the Sand. (:

hey, yeah, exam isn't over yet. still got more to worry about. especially my geography, i did not study at all. not even a bit of it. =X haha. everything was okay this week, except bm paper two? it was tough,really! History paper was okay, maybe because i studied for it. ;D English was quite easy. :D

now is 1.36a.m and I'm still awake. =X i wanted to sleep as early as i could because tomorrow i have to go tuition and stuffs. But i was reminiscing about the past. yeah, time is going to fast which means I'm getting older by each day. sigh, how i wish there's a time machine? i miss those days that I've spend with them. I remember that new year eve, we went genting and countdown for new year. the fella there was like asking all of us to sing Tong Hua by Guang Liang. Yeah, we sang and cried at the same time. Life was great last year and we enjoyed every moment we spend together. ;)

I was wondering how life would be next year? you guys said that you're going to another stream and my mom wants me to go science stream. I'd be happy if I can go science stream of course, but it'll be damn sad for me to leave you guy. Sigh.. Maybe I'll decide after that?

I've been thinking about it since starting of the year. Yeah, I'm annoying and irritating. I know. But i really do not wish to start an arguement with you. I was just trying to tell you how I felt each time. And everything ended up with arguements. When you all have decided to go to another stream, this came out from my mind, "Oh my god, which stream should I go? "

Anyways, I'll be there when you guys need me. :) Whenever, wherever. ;D

You walked with me, When I was all alone

With so much unknown along the way

Then I heard you say

I promise you, I'm always there

When your heart is filled with sorrow and despair

I'll carry you, When you need a friend

You'll find my footprints in the sand.

Footprints in The Sand. :D

If you need a place where you

can run,

If you need a shoulder to cry on,

I'll always be your friend.

When you need some shelter

from the rain,

When you need a healer,

for your pain,

I will be there time and time

again.

When you need someone to

love you,

Here I am.

Here I Am. :)

<3ciaos!

Will try to update more. :)

argh.

hate myself.

why do i always do the wrong thing.

aaa.

why do i always take small matters and make it big..

wtf. what's wrong with me!

tell me anyone?

im afraid that it will happen.

not that i dont trust,

but i dont know how to trust.

sigh

Annee, Juin and Juen :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNEE, JUIN & JUEN :D

6 years of Friendship and still Counting ;D

2 years of Friendship and still counting ;D

Happy Birthday to YOU,

Happy Birthday to YoU,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ANNEE, JUIN & JUEN,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !!

Baby, I'm Sorry. :(

feverr

dam this dengue fever.
my platelets are goin down. wth?
its not that serious right now, but still i have to check my blood again tomorrow.
i wanna go school mannnnnn.
already absent for a week lahhh how long do i have to stay in the house?!
then summore have to drink papaya leaves juice which i dont know wad the hell is that. something thats not nice to drink i guess. sighh



hate this shit!
i just want to see your face. even a while, thats okay.

The Pieces Of My Heart Are Missing You.

There's nothing I could say to you

Nothing I could ever do to make you see

What you mean to me

All the pain, the tears I cried

Still you never said goodbye and now I know

How far you'd go

You've already gone very far away

Perhaps you have already given up on me

Perhaps it is already too hard to turn back

I know it is me who let it slip

Please give me another reason to say you don't love me

Even if it is that I don't understand

Can you forgive me?

Please don't take separation and treat it as your request

Baby I know you are hurting

Right now you feel like you could never love again

Now all I ask is for a chance

To prove that I love you

Everybody knows that I was such a fool

To ever let go of you

Baby I was wrong

Yeah I know I said

We'd be better off alone

It was time that we moved on

I know I broke your heart

I didn't mean to break your heart

This time I think I'm to blame

It's harder to get through the days

We get older and blame turns to shame

'Cause everything inside it never comes out right

And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry I'm blue

I'm sorry about all the things I said to you

And I know I can't take it back

I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds

And baby the way you make my world go 'round

And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

Always needed time on my own

I never thought I'd need you there when I cry

And the days feel like years when I'm alone

And the bed where you lie

is made up on your side

When you walk away

I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone

The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone

The words I need to hear to always get me through the day

And make it okay

I miss you

You said you're the gift for me on valentine's

But how can you just take it back just like that. :(

sigh.
another nightmare,
life sucks.

lovesucksevenmore.

Wasn't too happy after all.

KB ir :)

Only pictures.

x)

Enjoy!

On the way to Ann's Auntie's house :D

Ann and I [Before Make-up ]

After make-up. =]

Pei and I ! WEEE

Lil Sasha and I. :)

Three of us! :)

Waiyi! :D

Anneeee! x)

Wen Wen :]

Foong May. xD

Shin Yee, the girl from malacca.

She was transferred to SMKB this year! :D

Chooi Yin! heeeeeeeee!

Merrrrryl!

Bun bun :D

I'm Taller! :D

Michael :)

With david and juin at the back. xD

David and I.

Kinda blur. D:
Kor Weng o.o

Juen =)

Juin! =)
Adam! :D

Ryan! eeeeee :P

Oh joshua? XD

Zheng! :D

I'm sorry because i didnt take any pictures of performances.

Because i left my camera at Ann's house.

HAD FUN ON IR'09. :)

<33

ihywt

A Reason To Hug My Blanket Every Night. (:

Kinda Emo Happy For Today. Didn't know why.

Back to BLOGGING ;) Maybe not everyday. But i'll try. (;

Ahhhhhhh! I have this feeling of killing myself! Due to boredness, projects, examinations, emoness and a lot more LAHH! Cut the crap, I still got to live with it. aiks.

Uh! Today :D

Kinda bored before recess. After recess, BM teacher was absent! Oh YES! weeee! :D BM oral skipped for like two weeks or more cause everytime when we have BM she was absent. :D Anyways, Ann, Pei Chee and I ponteng to the hall and helped Ann's boyfriend's group to make a Wau. (: Enjoy making the wau. heee :D Full of glue on our hands. The boys dam smart lahh, don't need to do anything. *geram* We haven't finish the wau but teacher said it's time to go. Lined up for 15-20minutes, finally get to see flying kites. :D Wanted to stay longer. But my body wasn't feeling too good. So asked Ann and Pei to go back to class. It was English that time peoples were doing their oral test. I tried to sleep in the class but I couldn't. sigh.

When it's time to go home, Joshua and Kuldip played with water. How childish They ran out of the class, they couldn't run further cause Tarmizi was at the next class or maybe the other class. Not sure. When they're running back to class, they ran through the back door. And guess what. They ter-splashed water on Pei Chee cause she was sitting at the back most. :D nyahahaha! I didn't know that at first. I heard Ann laughed so loud, so I looked back and saw Pei Chee was all wet on her face. nyaahahahaha! Anyways, Pei was shocked and stunned for a moment. She whacked Joshua with her bottle. She's dam pissed! :X Then the bell rang ditahan for a while cause of Joshua and Kuldip. LOL. But who cares :D

She was okay after that. Maybe she's still pissed or what i dont know. :P

Back to home, sitting here to blog this! LOL. In future I hope I could blog more.

Baby, its you!

And I Never Want To Say GoodBye.

today was the third time, that a car almost bang onto me.

three times in a week.

anyways, hope it really did.

ughh, i'm so lifeless.

i didn't know what to do

but it kills me in my heart,

And every time it cuts me deeper.

:(

You are SO my EVERYTHING. :)

Ahahahaa. Cant blog due to some problems between my laptop and the blogger. HEEE.

Oh YA!



Peggy called me just now just to say

" I call you back later. "

I was dam speechless about it and start spreading this to people i'm chatting with.

Went OU Padini Concept Store today. Bought a pair of jeans and a long sleeve shirt. HEE.

And I'm freaking mad at this girl name Choong dunno what. She's a lesbian i guess. I don't know what's up to her. but she called me alot of times, i answered but ain't saying anything. Each time she calls, she'll say "saya cinta kamu" or keep saying Hello or singing a hello song. and she asked, " Ni you mei you boyfriend? " ergghh. She even texted me saying that " I love you forever. " Dam herr. She used to do that since last year. She always hide herself so that we wont see her bloody face and she made it so obvious that shes looking at us. OH us= waiyi, annee, ann and I. She is so lifeless and pathetic. pity her mom.
Kay her simple biodata.

Name : Choong Car Wen/Mun. [ I guess ]
Age : 14
School : Smkkb.
Class : 2Y
She has a sister in Form 5.
Gender : Girl + Boy
She is : Insane. Crazy. Chi Sin. Gila. Siuman.
How she looks like : Kinda fat. short fringe. pony tail. pink bag. lesbian-ish face.

btw, the girl does not mean anything to my post title. :X
Damn, I don't want to talk about her. Kay! Skippp!

So, Here I am to wish everyone

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR.

and

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!

*LOVES :D

Forgive for what I've done before.

I'm Sorry.